APARTED FROM SOUL

It was sunny and blazing afternoon of November 8th,2009,Saturday. Me and my sister SANA were alone at home,warm day of Ramadan,we both were fasting,we were sitting at lounge and watching baking show on T.V,chef were baking black forest cake it seemed very delicious and tasty,it was my darling and affectionate sister SANA’S birthday. We decided that we should celebrate her birthday with her mirthful buddies,SANA called her friends and invited them on birthday at evening,we reached at garage and I sat with her at front seat,it was risky to go alone two girls at afternoon but we loved to do daring deeds. We reached at departmental store near area and bought all essential stuff of baking and going but when we reached at Ayesha manzil ,weather became very exucite as well as our mood got very gleeful and joyful. When we reached home we decorated the drawing room in a very superb and sumptuous way with balloons and different colored charming ribbons. By watching all these imposing and endless preparation of her birthday she started smiling and happiness can seen by her facial expressions. After finishing the decoration we entered in kitchen and cooked,baked and fried all aftari items, after making all yummy edible items we sat at lawn frequently she said : “oh ! saman I have to water my favourite flowers, gardener didn’t came today morning”, she dragged water pipe to lawn and started watering her favourite pink rose and white tulip,that time evening was very aromatic because of  spreading of fascinating scent of flower n heart catching voice of watering plants could be felt,sana was messing with me and made me sparingly watery.

               Suddenly door bell rang it was sana’s friends she warmly welcomed all her friends and invited them to have a sat at drawing room,after gossips azaan of magrib started,we all did aftari and we were attending jovial and memorable time together. After sometime ,opened gifts,enjoyments were at mountainous that time. When her friends got back their home. In the kitchen she was assembling remaining eating items in the fridge. I was sitting at the counter of the kitchen and having macronies as well as talking with my sister then she made my favorite creamy coffee we both went upstairs at roof. It was arctic night , we sat together and were talking about the instant idea of birthday party and its arrangement.

 Weather was already very chilled it started raining, we got very excited inspite of very frigid weather raining we didn’t saved ourselves and blithfully got wet in rain, after sometime we start shivering and sana said “ lets move towards downstairs,we fastly moved towards our room because cold was unable to bear then we wore warm clothes, mean while door bell rung it was saqib at the door (my brother)who was 19 years old that time n BBA student at CBM. Saqib was outside the door he said that it’s sana’s birthday let’s go outside for fun and celebrate because it was very attractive dark and rainy cold night then endless joy had started that time me sana and saqib were together and leaved home to have hot soup to keep warm ourselves, after having soup we reached at dolmen mall for shopping we bought a lot of things because eid was very near, that night sana bought finger ring and some bracelet for me and still I have saved it as treasure if any one says me that give me that ring and bracelet I will give u all the treasure of the world then my answer will be surely NO it is very memorable and ever important accessories for me a lot of beautiful moments are sticked with a single ring n some accessories.

 We were quite hungry so we determined to go BOTS (Clifton)then we reached there and had prawn biryani then slowly walking at the sides of shores that time environment was unforgettable heart touching,cold breeze our hairs were waving with breeze we 3 were spending their ever best and memorable moments of life that time,it was very owesome day , we 3 promised that we were never ever get apart or go far away from each other.

 The promise were written to broke in fate and after 3 months 4 Feb,2009 my darling sister died with major nervous breakdown , I still remember her smily face , her shinny long golden hairs and magnetic personality,it’s been 5 years of her death but in every single minute she is with me she is saved in my heart and I can not stop myself from loving her, without her I am losting alone in this whole world because my sister means a lot to me, she left me breathless,whenever I think about it that she is no more then without her I am aimless,broken-hearted, sometimes very scary. But it was the decision of ALLAH no one can change this fact that every soul has to taste death , my ALLAH can never plan anything wrong for their creations, but my sister still comes in my dreams often and she says that SAMAN you are not alone never get sad I am with you , in dreams she always hugs me I ever saw her.
It was most memorable day of my life of my sister’s birthday, it’s fact that she is not alive but she is with me always at every single moment, moral is that if your loved one is not with you and your feelings are true so no matter the person alive or dead your loved one be with you forever like my sister is with me

 MAY ALLAH FORGIVE MY SANA’S ALL TYPES OF MISTAKES AND SINS AND GIVE HER HIGHEST PLACE IN JANNAT-UL-FIRDOUS AND REST IN PEACE !!

With tears rolling my story ended here I have decided to write about it because it is going on my mind all the time, I love her, badly miss her , dying to get her back, dying to see her face atleast one time in my life. . . one hope is still glowing in me that  inshallah I will meet with my sana at jannah. .. .